SILVERSTONE, England — For the primary time in a glittering profession spanning three many years and 344 grands prix, Lewis Hamilton was moved to tears as he took the chequered flag in Sunday’s System One British Grand Prix.

In any respect of his earlier 103 grands prix victories — together with those who sealed championships and shattered data — he had saved his feelings in test. This one was totally different.

“After I got here throughout that line, one thing launched in me that I suppose I have been holding on to for a very long time,” Hamilton defined on Sunday night at Silverstone. “It was probably the most emotional finish to a win that I’ve ever skilled. I’ve at all times puzzled why I by no means cry, and I at all times thought I suppose it would not occur to me, but it surely hit me arduous this time.

“I feel after such a tough yr in 2021, we simply tried to proceed to come back again but in addition, we as a crew have had a very tough time and there have been simply so many ideas and so many doubts in my thoughts alongside the way in which, to the purpose of, at occasions eager to not proceed. So to reach and to proceed to rise up and to proceed to attempt to to lastly succeed, is actually the best feeling I can bear in mind having.”

His cathartic cooldown lap marked the tip of a 945-day victory drought; a winless interval courting again to the 2021 Saudi Arabian Grand Prix and the ultimate throes of his heady title battle with Max Verstappen. Only a week after that 103rd profession win in Jeddah, Hamilton suffered probably the most bruising defeat of his profession when the 2021 Abu Dhabi Grand Prix and an eighth world title had been ripped from his grasp.

Two and a half years on from that feverish evening, the psychological scars inflicted by the controversial actions of then-race director Michael Masi — actions the FIA later put right down to human error — are sometimes seen. Requested if the win at Silverstone was the ultimate piece of the puzzle he wanted to lastly transfer on from the occasions of 2021, Hamilton mentioned, “I feel solely time will inform.”

His reply then drifted off to his resolution to maneuver to Ferrari subsequent yr and his ongoing love for F1, earlier than coming again to the subject at hand.

“Truthfully, once I got here again in 2022, I believed that I used to be over it,” he mentioned. “However I do know I wasn’t, and it is taken a very long time to heal that type of feeling — that is solely pure for anybody that has that have. I’ve simply been persevering with to attempt to work on myself and discover that inside peace daily.”

The aftermath of the 2021 season occurred to coincide with the introduction of a brand new set of technical laws the next yr that Crimson Bull mastered. Verstappen was propelled to 2 additional titles by his seemingly unbeatable Crimson Bull whereas Mercedes and Hamilton wallowed in a irritating interval of trial and error.

The outcomes of the seven-time champion slumped into placing distance of an more and more aggressive midfield pack in 2022 and 2023, and even initially of this season he completed no larger than seventh on the first 5 races. As he struggled with a Mercedes that was unwilling to reply to his instructions however solely too wanting to catch him unexpectedly, he additionally began to struggle his personal demons.

“There’s so many occasions the place you’re feeling like your finest shot is simply not ok,” Hamilton mentioned, reflecting on his 945 days with no win. “We reside in a time when psychological well being is such a critical subject, and I am not going to lie, I’ve skilled that too. There’s positively been moments the place there was the thought that this was it, that [winning] was by no means going to occur once more.”

Though Hamilton insists his resolution to maneuver to Ferrari subsequent yr was unrelated to the outcomes of the previous two years, there was a rising danger previous to Sunday that he would possibly depart Mercedes with out one other victory. As not too long ago as final yr, Hamilton spoke of “unfinished enterprise” with Mercedes, whereas his boss Toto Wolff mentioned the crew owed him one other shot at an eighth world title.

Mercedes’ resurgence this season has come too late for Hamilton to mount a critical championship problem, but it surely’s clear how a lot it meant to him to win with the crew once more earlier than heading to Maranello.

“After we began the season, we weren’t wherever close to trying like we’d ever get a win by means of the yr. That for me felt like it could be type of bittersweet on the finish of the season, in the event you’ve not had one thing like at present,” Hamilton mentioned. “And the truth that we have actually all come collectively, everybody’s carried out such an ideal job to get the automobile into a spot the place we’re feeling rather more snug and actually modifications from the muse from final yr.

“So not leaving on a low, however leaving on a excessive, which has been our purpose. There’s nonetheless an extended, lengthy method to go — the automobile is certainly not the quickest automobile on the grid proper now — however I feel we’re tremendous shut, and I feel hopefully with the subsequent improve maybe, we can be in an excellent stronger place to actually, actually be preventing on the entrance extra constantly.”

Nobody within the paddock is aware of what it means to Hamilton fairly like Wolff. The Mercedes crew principal has witnessed firsthand the depths of his crew’s struggles, and in his twelfth season working alongside Hamilton, he understands the toll all of it has taken on his star driver.

“It was so tough during the last two years that we could not actually discover efficiency, we could not give the drivers a automobile that was in a position to go for the victories,” Wolff mentioned. “And to make him win once more, the British Grand Prix, in his final race for Mercedes right here, it is virtually like just a little fairytale.”

Hamilton’s win additionally served as a reminder of simply how good he will be when a shot at victory is on the road. Latest performances relative to teammate George Russell (who now solely leads Hamilton by a single level within the drivers’ championship) led some to query his motivation, however his capacity to carry off Verstappen and Lando Norris within the last stint of the race was a reminder of the talent and willpower of the seven-time champion.

It is maybe no shock this one meant greater than the earlier 103.

“That is the longest stint that I’ve not had a win, 945 days, and a number of emotion has gathered over that point,” Hamilton mentioned. “So this one feels prefer it may very well be some of the particular ones for me … if not probably the most particular one.”