Angelina Pivarnick almost hit her breaking level throughout Jersey Shore Household Trip season 7.
“I nearly give up truly,” Angelina, 38, solely advised Us Weekly on Wednesday, September 18, noting that she had a revelation “two weeks in the past.”
“I truly referred to as them and stated, ‘I don’t suppose I can do that’ as a result of I do know individuals are mad at me,” she continued. “I don’t wish to maintain strolling into lions, dens, cages, no matter you name it. I would like happiness in my life. And it doesn’t matter what, I don’t really feel like anybody sees issues from my eyes and my perspective of stuff.”
Angelina advised Us that she doesn’t wish to place blame on a “particular individual.”
“I’m simply saying, normally, I want some individuals to provide me some grace. Let me dwell, cease making an attempt to at all times choose me. I’m who I’m,” she advised Us. “These individuals have recognized me for 15 years and I believe that’s additionally what hurts essentially the most. You bought to simply accept someone for who they’re after some time.”
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Angelina was a forged member on the primary two seasons of MTV’s Jersey Shore, quitting every time. She later returned to her roots in the course of the community’s Household Trip spinoff in 2018. Angelina stars alongside fellow OGs Nicole “Snooki” Polizzi, Sammi “Sweetheart” Giancola, Paul “Pauly D” Delvecchio, Mike “The State of affairs” Sorrentino, Jenni “JWOWW” Farley and Ronnie Ortiz-Magro.
Whereas talking with Us, Angelina claimed that her costars haven’t been in a position to settle for who she is as a person.
“If I’m a f—up, then assist me and let me be taught by myself additionally as a result of taking accountability for my s—. I’ve stated sorry for issues numerous instances the place I didn’t have to and it was actually different individuals doing issues,” she stated on Wednesday. “However I’ve taken the upper highway and it’s very exhausting as a result of they don’t see it from my eyes. And you realize what individuals could possibly be like, ‘Oh, we don’t f—ing like her and we are able to’t wait till she will get off the present.’ And I see all these feedback too and that additionally hurts as a result of I’m a part of the present whether or not no person desires to provide me credit score or not.”
Angelina added, “I’ve been there since day one. I bought casted on the present at first — similar to the remainder of them. I made a decision to go away. I by no means bought fired. I made a decision to take a step again two instances [and] I got here again.”
Angelina finally refused to go away Household Trip since she has already “given my blood, sweat and tears” to the present.
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“I’ve been essentially the most genuine I could possibly be. Regardless that individuals are like, ‘You’re mendacity.’ I do know I’m not mendacity. I’ve been nothing however genuine and actual,” Angelina defined on Wednesday. “I didn’t have to speak concerning the DNA take a look at [I did to discover my biological parents’ identities]. I introduced it to the present. I believe lots of people are going by means of this and certain sufficient, lots of people are.”
She additionally concurred that there are additionally “completely satisfied moments” together with her Jersey Shore castmates, along with the tough scenes.
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“There’s numerous s—, however there’s numerous enjoyable too,” Angelina quipped. “That’s one other factor too. I’m like, ‘F—, why can it at all times be like this? The enjoyable Angelina [and] the completely satisfied Angelina is hilarious.’ I wish to get again to that.”
Regardless of the amusing moments, Angelina doesn’t plan to rewatch the episodes.
“No offense to clearly anyone — not one of the roommates, no person like that — it’s simply once you undergo actually powerful moments in your life and actual powerful issues, you don’t wish to watch that again,” she stated, explaining that she seems like she “misplaced” herself. “Even my greatest good friend’s over right here and he or she’s even like, ‘I miss the outdated Ang.’ I miss the woman that was, I don’t exit anymore. I was [the] lifetime of the celebration [and] woman at all times out. Not like I have to [because I’m] nearly in my 40s. However I see the change in me and it’s a really massive change.”
Jersey Shore: Household Trip premieres Thursday, September 19, at 8 p.m. ET on MTV.
With reporting by Christina Garibaldi